More decisions again this month , influenced by the preparation for winter on the land, more specifically, my bushes and garden. With tests and then surgery for me, it was difficult to get the things done that I wished. And George fell one night giving him a limp and pain for a few months. All this as I looked out my front room window sat the hay and weeds, and those Asian rosebushes, growing like a wall surrounding me. It was too bumpy riding the tractor to mow the fields. We did hire a few persons to level the rutted driveway again (lots of heavy rain), and a chap for the bushes. He got most of them levelled but as we put monies out, George was concerned about finances due to us purchasing tickets to meet our family for Christmas overseas. A big expense but probably our last big trip. So as Autumn came closer, I ordered mulch in a rush to save my gardens and bushes which had grassed over. For three days George and I shovelled the mulch, even under the solar panels as we had more bought than we the thought at first. Did I mention we are both nearing 80 years. It is difficult enough finding people to help but our dollars go out the door as we find the help. I’m just relieved the mulch may protect the gardens and I can save my investment there. Meanwhile we watch as winter narrows in with lower temperatures. George did mange to get the plow on the tractor and the chains in prep for the snow. He is healed up now but like me, find the energy and strength matches the age more. With all that happening, I made those decisions I was talking about. The energy for some of my art has slowed down my progress on different projects. It’s time I dropped some ideas and work in concentration. I changed my mind about a portrait show as I grappled with the math of 50 % on my work. I want to raise my prices as an established artist, but the people that graciously sat for me, could mot afford their own portraits. As they are local, I submitted to the new library without prices and as an educational show. Then I shall give the few that sat, their portraits just for costs. In this manner, I can drop the time pressure and concentrate on my planned retrospective so that I can submit to university galleries. I can also order the cement and get that sculpture of the library child started. I can finish the last cuneiform sand paint the last pot. With those done, my last two large paintings for the ending pieces, already begun, can take my attention for the retrospective. With that done, I shall analyze again how much I can handle. It’ll most likely be a case of just doing what I chose without pressure of any more time constraints. So, the landscape and the work influence my art once again, with knowledge of doing what can be done at the time and letting other things not imperative to drop from expectations. And with those concepts I can look forward to a vacation of Christmas in Thailand.